I use to be , married (still married) but constantly fantasized about being with man, sucking a cock, practicing deep throating, being barebacked you name it. For some reason i just wasn’t getting sexually fulfilled with my wife, i love her but sexually not enough. I use have my own sexual times with myself on my days off and wife was at work. I went out and bought myself a life like Dildo cock. I would fuck myself with that 5/12 inch every chance i got. To this day i still use it from time to time but i have it hidden away.